yup.
today is one of the days that im fellin so ..shit. i'm sad . It feels as if my heart sank all the way down and u feel like u lost everything.
the confusion of Everything. Where to go? What to do ? how to deal with it?
U would think after jc life will be a blast .. i always knew everything will be diff/bad
seeing ppl change, frens change, frens leaving is depressing like hell. lovers gone.
cause we are growing up. and ppl change, situations change and u long for wat u had last time when u were just a few years younger but at that age u don't know that u should treasure every moment and before u know it ur moment is gone.
i hate it sometimes i wish i can escape from everything.
maybe my bro is right.happiness is only short term.
the confusion of Everything. Where to go? What to do ? how to deal with it?
U would think after jc life will be a blast .. i always knew everything will be diff/bad
seeing ppl change, frens change, frens leaving is depressing like hell. lovers gone.
cause we are growing up. and ppl change, situations change and u long for wat u had last time when u were just a few years younger but at that age u don't know that u should treasure every moment and before u know it ur moment is gone.
i hate it sometimes i wish i can escape from everything.
maybe my bro is right.happiness is only short term.
posted by ed at 8:25 PM
3 Comments:
hahaha u still working at idg?
aiyah..why so pessimistic.
well..everyone changes right..some change for the better..some just...i shouldn't comment.
but im sure happier days surpass the sad ones :) so melancholic, just isn't the edna i know! where's the 24 hour joke central? you're the joke machine who makes everyone laugh hysterically!!
well..of course, im sad that you and ali are gonna leave soon..and i think i'll cry like mad sending you guys off...cos i know how hard it feels going to a foreign land and living there alone.and then you'll feel left out by friends who are in singapore..cos you're homesick and all..and just not feeling like you're included..well, yah, that's how i feel somedays :(
but you know what, you'll learn to adapt, make new friends and be happy! cos you can't be a sulky duck everyday...that's like pathetic. i mean, being socialble and open hearted is key and i know you can definitely survive pretty well cos you're easy going.
yah..and the thing about loved ones leaving..it's hard to bear..but you'll then learn to treasure your loved ones even more..and possible love the person even more! so, cheer up and await for new experiences! trust me, it'll be fun.
Life is full of surprises and it's just waiting for you to discover 'em! i'll be so happy to hear experiences from all my friends now..since everyone will be everywhere!
hELLO PHIL why u write essay for me ... hahah thanks anyway ;) yah can't wait for u to come back!
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