i think i need anger management

I feel like my life now is moving in slow motion.
I've just started work again at the bank is pretty interesting and i must say i learnt quite alot but yah work is ALWAYS boring .
I can't imagine like living this kinda life when i grow up.. ok rephrase when i am older.. i cannot use the tern GROW UP anymore. This is depressing.
Well at least someone is making me feel happy .

i don;t know why i put up with her scolding me with all these vulgarities and saying i;m wasted and screwed up .
I don;t know why i put up with her putting me down either .
But both of them seriously makes me feel like shit and useless although i'm at a point in my life where i feel like i'm actually succeeding.