oldie moldie

i just realise that i'm seriously getting older.
I read a blog that belongs to a kid probably 14 or something like that and i realised how different i am .. i'm probably was like that when i was 14.

I remembered how when we were that young we used to watch trashy shows like bring it on OVER AND OVER again.. and how we get "TROUBLED" when our frens are not talking to us or when our parents don't allow us to go out or not getting enough ROXY clothes ( eww) haha now i don't even talk about all these shit and that was so long AGO !!!!!

Now we talk about life as a whole , much bigger problems in life , family drugs alcohol relationships career success competition and haha cheapo ppl and watch oldie political movie like the queen.(but i like it )

then we were so happy carefree and a bit brainless now we are all so jaded and numb.
is really scary how we grow up so fast ... somehow i always think that i'm always the 16 yr old ed but being in leeds make me realise that i am growing up so quickly .that is really scary.

hope we can find adult happiness soon.. (if there is such thing)