my achillis heel ( i know i spelled it wrongly)

okay i have decided to stay in bball hai .. yes i'm a loser
when i'm in sc i say i won't join bball
and in jc i say i won't play in uni
and in uni! i go for trials and say for fun lah
but in the end i still join
so now i'm i n first team but in the first team they pick 10 ppl.
every week to play .
i'm not in it for this week but i'll be.
i'm determined to get to play every week.
plus i'm the only oriental/asian there . all ang mos .. so i cannot QUIT.
yes .. do singapore proud. haha
ok off to study .i do study ok.