rest in peace . you will be greatly missed .
memories of liver porridge, sundays at urs, ur generousity to everyone and ur constant sacrifice will always be remembered.

in the midst of my dissertation.. i have consulted my " marketing" director asha chan about the names we should come up for me and wirns business venture.

For middle income : ( many are ripped off from brands we all love)
Bung on the door
Big Brown Butch
Bung la dash
Come out of the closet
Braless

For high income :
Bucci
Brada also can be pronouced as BRA-DUH ( for the fems) or BRATHER ( FOR THE BUTCHES)
Rough on Lauren
BOOBIES BEGONE (say it really fast)
HilFINGER
PAD FAIRY ( our creative juices have run out by this point )

yes, ive been wasting time on this shit haha

BE-WEAR

SHORT TERM ATTEMPTS:

stay up all night to finish dissertation and still go to school in the morning: I am not that kinda person that stay up till late studying. I can stay up late to party till 6 but not for studying for some strange reason ... but anyhow I WILL TRY. TODAY IS THE DAY. CHANGE IS HERE. haha

Start business with wirns : love her designs + need some money = graphic design tshirts???. And no is not for butches only aka not butch wear and therefore won't name it B-WEAR in which ash translated to be-wear (beware). And no we are not going to call it goh & goh .. is not like we have damn cool surename like Dolce & Gabanna .. neither are we going call it new urban butch.

STOP SMOKING HALF A PACK A DAY

STOP SURFING FB EVERY 30 MINS.

damn it i;m sleepy and is only 12 30 pm. fuckadoodadoo. i;m out.

Master of Internet chat and President of Spinsterhood club.

2 more months i SAY 2 more months of hell ! besides having crazy damn alot of work to do.. i've been procrastinating like siaow during my "down time" in which i watch singaporean videos on you tube such as The noose .. haha for those who don't know please go google barberella the noose .. michelle chong ( is that her surname) is like super funnie. ACCURATE description of spg i must say.

Ok i have been thinking .. i'm worried that i forgot how to be someone's someone. I mean besides the x rated stuff that cam say will come naturally ( i super do not agree).. but how about like wat the hell are u suppose to do again? hahah that is HOW LONG I HAVE BEEN SINGLE for ... until i forgot wat to do wat to say and how to act .. of course this is all "theory based" and not like is gonna happen anytime soon. I just can't imagine myself being all lovey dovey anymore. OMG hello to spinster hood right there.

can't wait to hit the clubs and mingle with ppl. NOT pick them up but mingle. I have also forgot how to socialise face to face but in terms of msn and skype .. i think i;m quite pro. MASTER OF INTERNET CHAT and President of spinsterhood club.

i need help. haha.

bewitched by bejeweled

fuck bejewel man ... is causing me so much fustration!!! and how fb always update u on ppl beating u... and then ask u to CHALLENGE them. Which is so annoying cause i know i can never win .. ya ya sore loser. It has become one of my vices which includes smoking.drinking and girls, in which bejewel is the worst !



fuck bejewel man..

experimental post.

Right. Is been almost a year since the last entry ... my absence is due to the ultimate sianess i feel about blogging and somehow facebook have taken over the world.

This year, to be honest, has been pretty shit for me. Most of it due to school + procrastination + the vice ( in which some of u have heard of). At the moment i;m going thru a quarter life crisis which is quite hilarious in some sense. The quarterlife crisis has led to some plans in my future :
1) i don't wanna be a suit and be rapper rich cause i dont' see the point anymore .. so sorry winnie i have to depend on u not the other way round
2) want to go to africa and like build houses for HIV kids
3) OR go into the wild ( like that show into the wild.. but i think is abit extreme)
4) Go backpacking for like 2 years around the world

I realise that most of it is like me running away from everything ... haha might be due to the stress i;m under right now. Anyhow, i can't wait for june and july.graduation.berlin.barce.milan.madrid.my cat.

and then back to the vicious cycle of school once more.

i need to ESCAPE.

is been a long time since ive blogged ... i really can't be arse anymore with such a bad internet connection. I'm backed in spore ... really not liking it but a series of events had made it SLIGHTLY better .

in the last three weeks ive been to :

the zoo, nite safari, singapore river bump boat, boat quey , clark quey, chinatown , little india, malacca, newton , zouk ( too many times), pubs , shisha place, orchard, the pines, ate all the food i wanna eat . I have officailly finish everything in 3 weeks . Bored.

looking foward to the diving trip and picking up muay thai ...

oh and sporeans love to : stop and stare .. so annoying . i have to get use to all the auntie pushing ah lian talking once again.