Thursday, February 28, 2008

i've aged 20 yrs

well... i just went back to malacca for a couple of days ... feels like this yr is not starting with a bang .. i just want everyone to be safe and healthy plus happy..

i really need a GOOD holiday .. .
2 more weeks till nyc and chicago ... I NEED ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

my latest obsession now while travelling ...
the cube and tetris .. i suspect i'm actually a geek

i know i;m random but hey who's complaining

Sunday, February 10, 2008

the scariest part of my life happened to me in amsterdam.. i really didn't wanna talk about it but the image of my mum lying there lifeless on the road just keeps haunting me .. my bro suggested - get in out of your system and talk about it ... so here i am blogging about this .

everything was going well till friday nite .. we were on our way for dinner . My mum and dad behind me, bro and tour guide next to me .. i was standing at the junction waiting for the lights to change when suddenly i heard a scream and the next moment i saw a woman in front of me with her face facing down on the road, lifeless. I didnt know wat was going on until my brother shouted," get mum off the road!" it was then i realise my mum was attacked from behind. Two boys on the scooter were trying to get her bag but she held on .. out of reflexes and she was tossed to the pavement and on to the road.. my father, brother and i pulled her from the road to the pavement and that is when i saw how serious it is. My mum was bleeding from the side of her head and from the top of her head.. blood everywhere . I broke down thinking i was going to lose her .. held her hand and kept calling her.. she didn't respond. my brother slap her on the face to wake her up .. after the longest min of my life she woke up and stared blankly at me .. asking me where are we and that she's alright .. she didn't know was going on she didnt even know that i was crying .. it felt like she wasn't my mum. I cried even more .. my dad was holding on to my mum's head and when he shifted his hands it was covered with blood. I was holding back .. trying not to cry even more .. to be brave.. for her.

The ambulance arrived after 7 mins but it was the longest 7 mins in my life seeing my mum like that ... i was shaking when the police man was asking me questions .. everything seems like a nightmare ...

She was sent to the hospital ... took her a while to regain her memory.. had stiches on her head and had scans and test done on her.. everything is fine now..she's bac in spore..at this point of time i really hate being away from her , from home.

I know that i always had this love hate relationship with her.. but i can't imagine losing her.. i hope everything is alright for u mum. Although i never said that i love u i really do.