7 yrs of training. 100000liters of sweat. 10000 liters of tears. 100 matches. 30 sprained ankles. 10 sprained fingers. 3 schools.

and still emptiness.

pyscobabble.

this is wat goes through my head during a lecture on theories of growth, value and distribution.

food. monkeys . circus. assignments. dread training. you. bananas . monkeys. weird lecturer . chris . mwila? . UHU glue. happiness. hot girl on the right. rich clique on the left. leeds. holiday. assignments. bulimia . lunch. oyster omelette. virgin buying over northern rock. virginity . karl marx adam smith david ricardo . BLAH BLAH BLAH. future. immigrants. china. ostrichs. ostrich's egg. how distracted i am. spain. football. swan. ciggies. love. ex. sianess. laundry. someone has a bad stomach. contortionist. yellow fever. shopping. irritation. rashes.

i am quite focus.

i can smell the sweet smell of carrot cake

UPDATE on my welfare:

SUN IS UP TODAY FINALLY AFTER ONE WHOLE WEEK of rain and cold I AM SO DAMN HAPPY.
went to get food with ash so no longer starving but stuffed.
the least tiko of them all fixed my heater -- no longer cold !
work is ok i guess ... ahha ask me tt question 2 days before i hand up my work.

PLUS UBER EXCITED TO GO BACK. party party eat eat sleep sleep . SO LOOKING FORWARD TO SWEATY ARMPIT WEATHER hahah

although i must say this sem was awesome !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was productive, fun and went by real quick ! going to miss leeds and my apartment and living with ash!? so so so much ...

This bateria is thriving.

I'm NOT loving it.

Ok i am fucking freezing in my room ... the stupid management so KIAM on heating.
Not liking this much at all.. i actually never felt THIS COLD before in my whole life.. at one point when i was outside i was practically running just to keep warm.
I don't care if all the brits go ... look at all these weird chinese ppl.. running with one stop bags in one hand and using the other arm to push themselves foward faster .. don't care as long as i make it to my destination haha.

Besides the cold ... i am actually locking myself in my room doing my 3000 word essay plus another wordy assignment that i have to hand up before i fly off on dec
3rd. Not liking it very much either.

Plus no food at home .. too cold/ busy to get food. Not liking that either.

Found out that my exams are fucking hiong after i come back from my "holiday". Yup not loving it .

Conclusion to this: i need warmth. I need food. I need rest. I sound like a bacteria.

Being Oldie is not half bad

Had the most amazing birthday week ever!
It started off with tuesday when i went GLOW IN THE DARK BOWLING w my course mates which was awesome... the bowling alley was really cool.. had runway lights down the lanes and they had a bar next to the bowling alley which was AWESOME ! plus there was a dj playing mambo music haha !

Thursday was sweet! woke up to random calls and msged from aust and spore and a bombardment of birthday wishes ! Really felt damn happy Plus had a REALLy nice lunch.. random midnite grocery shopping and came home at 11.55pm to see zuts,mh,yy,sarah,ash,nat,mopey mel and mel surprising me with damn alot of cake !

Bro came down on friday had a singing competition with my new singstar/psp2 hahah which GOT ABIT COMPETITIVE i must say thanks to ash! Plus we tried out the new friends dvd game... Saturday was GERMAN MARKET day and BIG PARTY NIGHT!!!!!!!

After stuffing myself with sausages and steak we prepared ourselves for SPEED QUEEN.. got us on guestlist and was so ready to party ahhah so Cat and Ken came by earlier to prep us up with massive amount of glowsticks and a beauty pagent sling thing. The crowd that nite was perculiar .. most of them were gay , trannies and lesbians...( u would think i'll be happy .. but surprisingly i was freaked out) hmmm but anyway they had ladyboys on stilts and weird masked up ppl everywhere it was COOOL haha after one hour in there everything was a blurr to me all i remember was laughing alot .

This post just don;t do justice of the week i had ... it was CRAZY.. but now is back to work work work before i get back to spore

NO MORE chicken rice

One week zoomed pass so quickly ! Monday nite was bonfire and it was quite cool when everyone was heading towards hyde park from all over the place ..just to watch fire works in the freezing cold. HAHa accordin to ash it felt very war of the worlds.. fireworks wasnt fantastic but being there with everyone and frens was pretty blissful..

Wednesday was awesome ! we won the game with liverpool .. plus some of my team mates drove us down so it was like a mini road trip thingy... somehow i think i might start to like them a bit more ...

Friday was crazy! basically we cooked chicken rice from 11pm to 4 30am .. most horrible/smelly/rewardful experience ever. Well we were selling chicken rice for nots games so explain the 80 PACKETS OVERNITE COOKING of chicken rice... i just went mental after 3 hours of cooking chicken rice.
I slept for 40 mins and then we had to go to nots by coach .. haha plus i played/coached 4 games of netball . Played against ATAS schools like imperial, lse forgot the last one .. it was fucked up of course didn;t WIN ANY ! BUT HAD SO MUCH FUN hahah so i don;t really care and plus the empiring was fucked up so obviously is damn lame. Met up with hui en and drank a little and then went back home on the coach feeling all Happy .. it was a good weekend !